Date posted: Saturday, June 30, 2007;
Time started: 12:05 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Thursday
Nothing much happened coz i can't recall le.
And wednesday, i didn't went to badminton training.
As i was damn depress lars..
though i slash my wrist, its dun mean that i will die straight away right, hate my fcuking idiot life...
but i'm happy that i have Emelia, Qiuqi, two amirah, Xinyi, Anne, Siting and Nataie as my FRIEND...
I should be happy already but...
its seem so much different ...
LOVE and HATE,
Which will i CHOOSE?
Huggies and Kisses
An unloved girl..
Friday
OH Friday!!
never go badminton again as my stomach damn pain;(
so idiot lors!
Dorothy told me that when Wednesday i didn't go,
Mdm Chan wan MC from me..
Its like so WAD THE HELL lars...
only 1 day nvr go and plus today is 2days lar..
i hackcare cans?
Got so many homeworks!!!
so irritating lar, i going to die liao cans..
ARGG!!
Mr Burger was so damn cute and funny!!!
i think he teach us literature we will improve(:
okays i think my post is t00 l0ng and i will stop here..
AND And and,
ANNE is LOVED by ME <3
BYEE.
Huggies and Kisses,
A unloved girl.

Date posted: Wednesday, June 27, 2007;
Time started: 3:57 PM
Posted by: stephanie

W0w!
It quite a l0ng time that i haven p0st(:
TODAY ONE TEACHER MADE ME CRIED!!
FCUK!
Since i went t0 Sec1, i dun cry anymore.
But this time is different, she use hurting words t0 sc0ld me and my friend, Emelia...
Coz i threw the water bottle and hit Zhuo Ling.
i not trying be wad lars, but i think that its not pain but Zhuo Ling cried..
I DUN REALY MIND IF ZHUO LING HIT ME BACK..
COZ IT IS NOT PAIN.
COZ I GOt hIT BY BALL BEFORE
DUN TELLL ME THAT WATER BOTTLE IS HEAVIER THAN A BALL
OMG Lars!
that time PE, we playing captain ball then hit me at my head i also didn't cry.
Zhuo Ling cried for very l0ng, then cause the teacher nvr saw me throwing the water bottle.
but then when Zhou Ling cry, Najwa, Sonia and Sache surround her call her dun cry.
Then teacher noticed lars, sae what happened, she ask Sonia.
But Sonia was like, erm erm....
then she sae wad happen lars.
she sae that i threw the water bottle, then hit Zhuo Ling accidentally...
Den she shout at me and sae: " U GO OUT! "
then i scare lars then she sae she give one chance and write down my name.
Then Emelia tell teacher that is she call me to throw one then teacher also scold her lars.
But i never blame Emelia or Sonia coz they r n0t at fault.
if Sonia never sae that i will also admit that i hit her.
S0 its still the same wad.
s0 i hackcare lars.
The history teacher made me so embarassed lars.
Somemore she scolded me so loudly.
Fcuk lars!
hate this kind of teacher lors!
People sae that Zhuo Ling act only.
She fake fake cry one.
if it real, i will hate her 4ever as the history teacher hates me NOW!
But i als0 nvr do something bad to Zhuo ling, Why she treat me like that?
and she going to take a revenge on me?!
THEN after she cry Annabel, Xinyi, Najwa all treat her very g00d...
WAd THe HELL lars.
But i can admit i am at fault that i use water bottle to accidentally hit her.
After teacher scolded me i went back to my seat my cry.
Emelia als0...
then Qiuqi comfort me and tell me n0t t0 cry anym0re 0r esle the history teacher will scolded.
Thanks, my dear friend(:
i st0p crying for a while.
But sth came to my mind again, once again started crying again.
Tears juz shattered now my face.
I'M SO SAD!!
then Sonia keep saying sry to me as she tell teacher that is me.
but then i think is nothing, so i sae nvm..
anyway she is not at fault is me, i'm the one who hit Zhuo ling...
after school, after the teacher go, Wan amirah come to my place and ask if i'm ok.
then i juz nod, then i felt like crying again ;(
But also want to thanks for her caring.
Thanks, Wan Amirah my dear friend(:
Then Emelia sae sorry to me, i even wanted to cry coz she not at fault t00. ;(
i think i made everyone sad today;(
omG!
i'm so sorry..
i dun mean it, i'm not on purpose but the teacher sae until i was on purpose to throw the water bottle at Zhuo Ling but i'm not i'm not!
haishais..
My life juz worth like that, it worth nothing.
Any thing can happen, maybe i die before age 20..
anything can juz happen.
Or esle Miracle Happens, and it impossible for me, coz i'm useless...
Miracles can happens on other ppls as they worth it and useful not like me.
Huggies and Kisses,
An unl0ved girl ;(

Date posted: Saturday, June 9, 2007;
Time started: 11:10 AM
Posted by: stephanie

Sry 4get t0 p0st 4 a l0ng time, busy doing work and project and 2 days of badminton training actually is 3 but 1 day i never go as i was t00 tired.
Monday, i have badminton training
tuesday, i have project
wednesday, i have badminton training
thursday, i have pr0ject
friday, i have badminton training but i never go coz 3hours, if i go i g0ing t0 die at the hall[:
0kays, lets start from tuesday...
Tuesday
i g0 marine parade library t0 d0 pr0ject...
with Emelia, Qiuqi 0nly...
We actually already t0 many things but still dun why g0t s0 many t0 d0 again..
haishais...
then i at there, already very tired ready s0 i never f0ll0w them t0 lunch, i mean they go popular..
i g0t eat luch at the cafe..
i shared spaghetti with Emelia darlingg and it cost a t0tal $ 6.50 ..
expensive???!!!
then after eating, they go popular while i borrowing b00ks...
they went f0r very long time l0rs.
after when they come back, we continue our work until 3.00p.m then i went h0me...
they stay until 4.00p.m i think (:
Wednesday
Training t0day was like "SHIT" !
the stupid 0ld coach sae want bring me t0 the principal just bec0z i paint my nails..
s0 RIDICULOUS !!!
Wad the fcuk man ...
its June holidays wad why cann0t put also never g0 sch 0nly 4 training.
see his idiot freaking face only...
Anyway maybe i going t0 quit badminton but...
My m0ther dun let lars..
She dun even n0e h0w i feel about badminton and my feeling...
i was s0 stress out but she didn't even noe...
haishais..
nevermind lars, anyway life is like that...
wish that i will die s00ner 0r later..
dun ever want t0 c0me t0 this w0rld ever again....
Thursday
pr0ject again...
this time vannessa tan g0t c0me...
N0e WAD???
She percie 1 more earh0le and that will be 2 ...
h0w i wish my m0m was like vannessa tan's mom...
Saw her mom before, veri nice and strict...
Vannessa tan's life very good lors..
Dun ned worry about everythings...
haishais...
anyway project was good and we went parkway ...
that all(:
Friday
Never go training todae...
And today isaac, my cousin and my aunt and uncle going malaysia...
they take aeroplane...
Nancy and nicole come...
i at my grandma hse ma...
they damn irritating you noe...
two of them want to play audition when i'm playing!!!!
s0 damn freaking idiot!
anyway, feel very b0ring when isaac was left... ]:
s0 sad!!!
That all (:
Saturday
And thats today!!!
Mommy and sis want to come grandma hse...
whoooos...
Finally got ppl come and accompany so that i wun feel so b0ring...
i still have lotz of work t0 d0 lehs...
some more left 2 weeks only ...
idiot lars...
time passes so damn fast...
maybe later play audition with my sis...
yeah!!!
s0 happy ...
okays...
byebyes(X
Huggies and Kisses,
Stephanie(:

Date posted: Sunday, June 3, 2007;
Time started: 11:12 PM
Posted by: stephanie

HELL0S(:
AND 0ne g00d news is that my m0m already brought a new printer!!!
YIPEE!!!
Last time the printer spoil so buy another 0ne:P
S0 happy lars:DDDDDD
Anyway Happy BeLATED BIRTHdAY 2 MY sUPER MUMMY:]
L0VES HER L0TZ LARS! ^_^
Anyway, yesterday my mummy, my 2 sister and i went SHOPPING!!!:DDD
We went from 3.30p.m to 9.30p.m !!!
0MG!!!
6 H0urs 0f SH0PPING((:
We went there, sh0p f0r a while then g0 this restuarant s0 called " NEW Y0RK NEW Y0RK" t0 eat..
Bec0z YEsterday is my m0m birthday..
ME and my sisters treated her...
We eat abut $60 ++
We were all super HAPPPYYYYYY =_=
I brought 1 t-shirt, a nice one (THE!) +_+ AHHH!
2morr0w having badminton training again!
desperate 2 go(: i want 2 play !!!!! with D0r0thy, Zhuo Ling, Hidayah and Xun mei(:
S0 HAPPY(:
0kays that all 4 dae!
Huggies and Kisses >_<
Stephanie :]

Date posted: Friday, June 1, 2007;
Time started: 7:37 PM
Posted by: stephanie

BLEAHS! (X
HI!
today try 2 download auditi0n but cannot!:[
dun even noe whats the problem lars!!!!
I'm so pissed 0ff:X
Anyway, today training was 0KAY, 0KAY 0nly(:
Actually g0ing 0ut 2 eat with dorothy and xun mei,
but mummy sae buy f00d 4 my sister next time den g0 :X
t0 d0r0thy,
D0r0thy, if u see my p0st, i'm telling y0u that next training i g0 0ut 2 eat with y0u! (X
G0d bless(:
Huggies and Kisses,
Stephanie:p

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