Date posted: Thursday, February 28, 2008;
Time started: 5:54 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Hey(:
take bus 196 with Wan,
we are not late:D
we thought we are late,
as her watch was already 7.25am.
haha
today history lesson was damn fun, haha.
it's so funny,
HAHA:D
Our whole class sing her a birthday song, anniversary song and a happy song.
HAHA(;
so fun, although is not her birthday, we still sing her a birthday song.
then we keep saying that the classroom got ghost like last year,
okays, its was so funny and fun la.
watch the english movie after that,
some part of it, is like okkkk....
you noe what i mean,
anyway, the show was quite nice la, very funny![:
stayed back with natalie, anne, chantel.
Anne and Chantel went choir so left me and natalie.
after that went to do art,
after doing went to canteen and chat,
Ally came.
kkays, she and natalie was so FUNNY:D
i was laughing and laughing and laughing cans?! [:
HAHA:D
Ally like to bully Natalie [:
HAHA, and the way natalie being bullied was so funny.
LOL:D
anyway, today we got our year book, HAHA:D
I LOVE THE YEAR BOOK LOTS LOTS!<3
I LOVE IT ! [:
haha, bye(:
I'M GOING WATCH P.S ILOVEYOU! <3
MY SISTER SAE IT WAS REALLY NICE AND SHE CRIED!
HAHA! (:
Huggies and Kisses,
I LOVES YOU LOTS TOO[;

Date posted: Monday, February 25, 2008;
Time started: 7:39 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Because you are not me,
you don't know how i feel, neither do you
care about my feeling;
I HATE YOU LIKE FCUKING LOTS!


Eh, i'm not saying about friends...
so yeah;

I HATE MY DAMN LIFE!

Date posted: ;
Time started: 7:32 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Hey!
i have nothing to post,
actually today i going to meet my primary school friends but i didn't.
yeah.
today i almost late for school,
wth la.
the traffic was damn jammed in the morning.
was praying not to be late.
and thanks god, i'm not late.
by one more mintue, i gonna be late.
haha.
alrights.
today got back History and literature.
i failed Lit, and pass history.
i fail English and Lit! Omgosh!
fcuk la.
i scared i'm gonna retained, if i didn't do well for End of year exams.
Argg.
wth....
anyway, yeah.
BYE! [:
Huggies and kisses,
coz you are not there for me;

Date posted: Sunday, February 24, 2008;
Time started: 10:37 AM
Posted by: stephanie

Hey,
i not going to talk about the past few days,
i'm lazy la.
anyway, yesterday I CHANGED PHONE!
change from Sony Ericsson K750 to Nokia 5610(:
& OMG, its BLUE! :DDD
HAHA, the phone is so damn nice[:
i shared phone with my mom[:
i dunno why la, she asked me to share with her,
then anything lor.
but she use from Monday to Friday,
i use saturday and sunday,
becoz i go out(:
and i dun wan to use from Mon to Fri,
if i bring to school, sure confiscate one, becoz i always late for school.
LOL, so yeah[:
anyways, i just remembered that the phone is the same as Siru's one.
haha;D
i LOVE the phone(:
haha.
anyway, today maybe going to my grandma's hse(:
end post(:
Bye! <3
Huggies and Kisses,
i never thought that i ned you when i cry.

Date posted: Tuesday, February 19, 2008;
Time started: 5:56 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Heyhey(:
get back our maths paper.
yeah, i'm happy la!
hahas(:
Okays, today i late for school :((
i reached school at around 7.35am.
i slept for 3hours30mins last night :((
i ned study for literature,
coz eventually i dun understand a single thing.
dun blame me, coz i'm really weak in literature(:
&& literature was boring okays?
i will sleep during lessons.
haha, i slept in the afternoon, 5.30pm then woke up at night at around 10p.m then studied until 2 a.m,
and studying half way, gastric! i didn't have my dinner, i told my mom not to buy, so i didn't eat. so pain la.
know what? i ate lots of chocolates coz i'm hungry.
damn la. ate pills, feeling better, and i wanted to sleep after i took pills.
hahs, but i keep myself awake la.
after study literature, remember that i haven do maths hw.
then i do.. until 2 a.m then sleep.
i woke up in the morning 5.50a.m
i studied at night, then my mom didn't even noe,
then in the morning, she thought i didn't even study for exam, wth.
she scold me, then i was like i studied until 2 a.m last night la.
lol. i went tm with Siru, Siting & Xinyi.
Siting went home first..
so, siru, xinyi and me,
studied at McDonalds.
yeah, so actually all of us no mood to study.
then went wallet shop..
brought pencil box(:
then took bus 31 with xinyi,
and reached bedok inter, took bus67.
Siru took bus 72 at tampines inter.
yeah(:
and now i'm at home(:
it was fun going out with Xinyi, Siru & Siting[:
Huggies and Kisses,
promise me that everything will be okay by tonight.

Date posted: Sunday, February 17, 2008;
Time started: 5:22 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Heyhey(:
lets talk about yesterday...
Saturday
Happy Birthday Xinyi(:
Went to my grandma hse.
Isaac is so cute kkays!?
haha:D
then..
yeah, yesterday was fun and sad,
well..
Sunday; Today
today was damn boring...
I'll be bring chocolates for Ally tomorrow[:
maybe.. haha.
i dunno whether i'll be going out tonight.
well, Ally and her Chocolates days(:
haha.
This is a very short post!
i need to revise for my History CA1.
byee! :D
Huggies and Kisses,
if only there's love and trust;

Date posted: Friday, February 15, 2008;
Time started: 6:55 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Tomorrow is Xinyi's Birthday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
hope that you will be happy always and don't cry[;
Heyhey.
things just doesn't go well everyday.
there's so much problems that are wondering in my mind.
i always pretend i'm happy in school, when actually i'm not.
it's really hard to smile and be happy when you are sad.
it's really difficult.
but i dun wan my friends to be worrying for me.
so, i will pretend that everyday is happy.
but sometimes, i really very sad, i can't pretend anymore.
why must life be so difficult for me?
i asked God, why can't everyone be the same?
Why must everyone's life be so different,
some is rich and some is poor.
& those people who are rich, they dun even appreciate it,
they still think that their life sucks.
wth la.
i dun ask for anything, but only wished for life to be easier, happier, better.
i only wish for that,
is that wrong, God?
Can i ask you, is that very wrong?
not all the problems can be solved.
Some remains in your heart till the day you die,
some in you mind, and others problems,
you are thinking how to solve it.
Life sucks like hell can?!
i'm really sick and tired that everyday life remains the same.
All sorts of quarrelling, it doesn't seem to stop.
i really dun noe why,
God, can you tell me why life is that?
i really hate it.
i noe i'm very weak, i cry easily.
i cannot stand for myself,
whenever problems come, i'll just fall and never get up again.
thats me.
well,
lets talk about today,
i'm almost late for school,
i reached school at 7.24am,
one more minute, i late already.
after school, stayed back until 5.10p.m to finish my art.
thanks Jannah for helping me, thanks alot
my mood was really bad when doing art,
for some reason i was pissed at myself.
i'm so useless la.
whatever la, i hate myself like whatever shyt.
i'm sad:(
Huggies and Kisses,
i watched you die, i heard your cry, every night in my sleep.

Date posted: Thursday, February 14, 2008;
Time started: 5:55 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Heyhey:D
i haven blog for days.
well then i'll start on Tuesday:D
Tuesday
BADMINTON TOURNAMENT! (:
Went school,
I'm sad for the whole day in school.
then.. 12.45p.m got badminton tournament..
okay..
then went to Anglican high school for tournament.
their school damn big okays, the hall also.
We complete with dunman high,
okays, KC lost.
sad sad..
i went to C division.
Sec 3, 4 ,5 went to B division,
they went to Paya Lebar Methodist Girls School for tournament..
i took bus 9 to bedok interchange
and take 69 home:D
okay, tuesday was a horrible day.
yay, lets talk about Wednesday:D
Wednesday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAU JUN!(:
First period,
Home Economic.
shyt! i never bring ingredients,
damn it,
me and stefanie koh(my partner) didn't cook.
We was like helping people to cook and stuffs:)
next week, we cooking:D
must remember bring ingredients...
then i forget all.
ohh!
ENGLISH CA1!
i think i gonna fail for English..
There's not enough time for me to finish.
i never do 2 PAGES!
argg.
it was so damn difficult.
a lot of questions i dun even noe how to do.
okay, my mood was bad la.
Art..
okays, a lot of teachers sae that i look like Xinyi, Waiyi sae that too.
Last time during camp, she thought she saw ghost,
coz she sae i look like Xinyi and Xinyi look like me.
well, really?
haha, well well well:D
i didn't do art.
sigh sigh.
well.................
friday need to hand in already.
sigh.
After school,
i do detention..
from 2.15p.m to 3.45p.m
1 hour 30 mins :)
so yeah.
Went home at 4p.m.
Thursday
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN AMIRAH! <3
Ohh!
i brought chocolates to school,
haha, i brought Dove, Kisses & Toblerone[:
i give all away already:D HAHA:)
i give to a lot of people,
like, Stefanie Koh, Aida, Anne, Natalie, Ally, Julienne, Lina, Xinyi, Sonia, Sulaiman, ZhuoLingggg, Hidayah, Wan Amirah, Annabel, Vanessa Aguirre, Sau Jun & Jing Lin.
Wow, so many people[:
LOL!:D
haha, i love valentine's day,
its so fun.
haha(:
ohh, i forgot to bring other chocolates, i left them in the fridge.
i was almost like for school,
i reach school at 7.22am, 3 more minutes and i'm late.
haha:] .
so. okay la(:
then yeah.
tomorrow is TOTAL DEFENCE DAY.
No CA test,
yipee(:
so, BYE! :D
okays, its such a long post(:
Huggies and Kisses,
there's lots of reason why i'm sad, but i must try to be happy.

Date posted: Monday, February 11, 2008;
Time started: 7:26 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Heyhey!
oops.
Today, i'm late for school.
the 196 bus came as around 7.10am,
when usually came at 6.58am
i reached school around 7.35am kkays,
so.... i'm late la.
So does, Wan & Assyura..
Disapline teacher still remember me, aiyoh.
anyway i do my Detention class after school,
after i ate my lunch.
actually we the orhid thingy.
we thought can go late becoz we have reason
but we cannot, the teacher call us up when we are doing dc.
so we have to continue dc tomorrow,
i told the teacher that i have to go for badminton tournament to support,
then i wednesday then do dc, i have to add another 1/2 hour, so
it will be like 1hour30mins.
aiyoh.
well well well,
stephanie, you ought to go school earlier & wake up earlier.
haiyer.
anyway, the orhid thing was fun,
i sat with ZhuoLingggg, HAHA
and grouped with 11 girls plus me & Zhuoling:D
FUN FUN:D
i take the bottle thing ORANGE COLOUR!
HAHA
actually i wanted to take blue, but everybody take,
then i think no more, then wanted to take green,
also i think no more, then i took orange:D
anyway, orange is nice la ;)
Zhuoling take bluee, but not those dark blue(:
end at 5.30pm
chat in the canteen with Carissa, Anne, Chantel, Natalie, Wan, Zhuolinggg.
Zhuolinggg went home first followed by anne, wan and me:D
Natalie and Carissa stayed back dunno until what time.
so yeah!
&& school was so damn tired; i was sleeping during assembly, i bet all the teachers saw;D
haiis,
there's still troubles in my mind,
but i'll always tell myself don't show it out,
i'll only keep it to myself,
i dun wan my friends to be worrying for me; the hopeless girl.
i dun them to shed tears when i'm crying or when i'm sad,
coz its useless to shed tears for me who meant to a hopeless person.
understand?
Huggies and kisses,
the hopeless girl.

Date posted: Tuesday, February 5, 2008;
Time started: 8:17 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Things untold
Things unseen
One day all these things
will come to me.

Sometimes, it's really better not to know anything than know everything.
Life will certainly be better.
Trust me, don't know anything is better than know everything(:

Some words shouldn't meant to be said out ♥

i never thought i'd, need you there when i cry ♥

Huggies and kisses,
its really better(:

Date posted: ;
Time started: 7:11 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Today, i almost late for school.
well, everyday i was almost late for school.
i'm so tired la..
especially Literature,
is damn damn boring.
&& i fall asleep..
haha, the teacher didn't scold me.
Maybe she didn't see, but i think is like so obvious la.
haha, i'm too tired.
Then Contact Time,
MUST CHANGE PLACE ACCORDING TO HEIGHT!! AHH!
i was so reluctant.
coz i already like last time my seat.
then according to height,
i have to sit behind,
which i dun wan coz i cannot concentrate.
Now i was sitting behind Everline,
infront of Xinyi,
beside Ally or Rashidah( idk the spelling) and Aida(:
then anyway, is already at the back,
so when sarah sulaiman asked me if i wanted to change with her,
then i was like ok la.
and now i was right behind(: haha.
i dun quite like the place, but is alright la.
will try to concentrate more,
coz during maths lesson, i cannot even concentrate.
haha..
then now, infront of me is Sonia.
Left is Sarah Lim, right is nobody (maybe Stefanie Koh:D)
She never come school today, absent(:
i was right at the back so nobody sat behind me(:
LOL!
Art lesson
i think everything that the teacher said was right.
Our class is not even united.
thats what i hate about.
Our class is like divided into many groups, hate one another, quarrel with each other, gossiping about others.
Firstly, i wanted to said is this is not even a class ok?
The teacher is right,
Do we just waste $35( dunno the amount) for camp?
During camp, our instructor (mummy) asked us how to improve our class.
After much talking, i thought that our class is better now.
More united, respect others more.
Who knows that actually our class is STILL the same after camp.
Sometimes, i really really pity the teachers teaching our class,
know why?
Our class is lack of teamwork, respect and stuffs.
&& our class is not united.
Saying all this doesn't mean that i hate this class.
i love this class.
but we really need some respect and be more united.
haiis. anyway...
i really dunno what to sae..
After art is science...
After science is Maths,
omg, i really can't concentrate..
well well well,
Stephanie make an effort to concentrate man!
you must pass maths.
LOL[:
After School
Stay back till 5.50p.m with ally.
actually our whole class stayed back to do the art as we are the only class that did not finish..
but my group do finish at 3.05p.m
then Natalie, Ally and me went to canteen and eat.
Anne, Chantel, Rashidah went home.
Cheri, i dunno where she go.
Carissa, went for Track.
then 4.00p.m, Natalie went home.
as after that she got her paino lesson.
Then i stayed with Ally till 5.50p.m
actually we are waiting for Emelia for the key to go in the class.
to arrange the tables and chairs.
&& clean the class, as it was very dirty.
&& becoz tomorrow got class party
YAY!
then around 4.50p.m,
Emelia finally came back to school, as she went out with Jinglin & Yanru to buy drinks for tomorrow.
Ally need the key as her bag was inside.
haha..
then arrange and clean.
around 5.05p.m Emelia they all went home,
and ally & me went canteen to chat and stuff until 5.50p.m
then went home :D
WOW! today, my post was like so long(:
haha:D
well well well..
i'm really still wondering..
Bye!
Huggies and Kisses,
much of love from me to you<3

Date posted: Monday, February 4, 2008;
Time started: 7:45 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Lyrics of " When you look me in the eyes"

If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you
There's got to be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's all right
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
I'm gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can
I can't take a day without you here
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's all right
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

More and more
I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's all right
When you're right here by my side

When I hold you in my arms
I know that's it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never want to let you go

Cause when you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's all right
(It's all right)
When you're right here by my side
(By my side)
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Oh, I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

Huggies and kisses,
I loves this song a lot :D

Date posted: ;
Time started: 6:55 PM
Posted by: stephanie

BLOG BLOG BLOG! :D
haha!
today, i almost late for school.
haha, i'm always the latecomer for last year.
but this year NOT :D
LOL!
After school,
stayed back with Carissa & Natalie to do art :D
but Carissa only stayed until 3p.m
while me and Natalie stayed until 5p.m
but we haven complete yet,
as we were busy chatting and stuffs.
hahs:D
after that went office to return key.
Take two bus and now i'm at home.
Blogging.
Ohh, badminton tournaments are coming up.
i'm going to support KC! :D
hahas.
i think have 6 days of tournaments,
all are during CA1.
Damn it la.
i need to study leh(:
LOL!
well well well :D
okays, i'll just end my post here! :D
BYE! :)
Huggies and Kisses,
i'm feeling so HIGH!

Date posted: Saturday, February 2, 2008;
Time started: 9:10 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Campfire; Class 201 cheerleading song(:

Hmmm, i want to linger
Hmmm, a little longer
Hmmm, a little longer here with you

Hmmm, it's such a perfect night
Hmmm, it doesn't seem quite right
Hmmm, that this should be my last with you

Hmmm, and come september
Hmmm, i will remember
Hmmm, our camping days and friendship true

Hmmm, and as the year go by
Hmmm, i'll think of you and sigh
Hmmm, this is goodnight and not goodbye.

I MISS CAMPFIRE, CAMP, INSTRUCTORS! :D
Huggies and Kisses,
with love and trust<3

Friend
A friend is someone who can
look into your eyes and be able
to tell if you r alright or not
a friend..
a friend is someone who can
sae something to you
without you telling them
anything and their words hit the spot
a friend..
a friend is someone who can
brighten your day with a simple
smile when others try to do it
with a 1000 words
a friend..
a friend is someone who can
reach out their hand
and help you through the hurt
a friend..
a friend is someone who can
help me & talk to me the way
you do...
and in you i have
found a friend(:
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND! (:
Huggies and Kisses,
how am i going to survive without having you as my friend(:

Badminton is her CCA, it interest her. Blue is her colour, blue stars are loved. She loves Ben&Jerry's like mad. She loves to laugh, in fact laughing can be her craze. She can go super crazy and laugh by herself at times. &&& she loves travelling♥ Emelia, Jinglin, Yanru are her best-est friends♥. They are people whom she can have memories with. She loves her friends as much as she loves those who loves her.
"Loving you was easy, losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all."

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MY ROOM TO BE BLUE
EVERYTHING OF MINE TO BE BLUE
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Dorothy:D
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