Thursday, July 31, 2008
9:17 PM Y
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Date posted:
Thursday, July 31, 2008;
Time started:
9:17 PM
Posted by:
stephanie
TOMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY;i don't know why, i start to feel that i love to be alone now. just like just now in the PAC room,no one will think i'm weird talking to tommy, and at least tommy understands me right, i don't need any love, care from my friends. coz i no longer feel loved, do whatever you all wish to do, don't worry, i won't be angry with you all anymore.i have my new friend to talk to me,if you all think that i'm irrtating, stay away from me. tommy won't harm me,don't care for me too much, my family don't even care. you can don't care too. anyway, C5 is disband right? so it's ok now. don't care for me too much, because when you all pissed me, i feel damn hurt inside.don't. i'm not that strong as you all think i might be. i'm weak inside, i really hope that someone can just understand me well. someone who can talk to me when i feel down, someone who can comforts me,someone who can cares for me, and just let me feel at least i'm loved by one and only person.but the person who came into my mind was tommy, i don't know why. i start to feel that he's around. alothough i can't see him, i can feel it too, just when i was feeling down, he came to me.i started thinking of him because i don't feel loved. but only he can make me feel loved, people might not feel him, but i can.You all are happy, i can see.continue to be happy. i really hope tommy can just take me away. Huggies and Kisses,take me away, will you?
Yours truly, 9:17 PM
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
8:33 PM Y
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Date posted:
Wednesday, July 30, 2008;
Time started:
8:33 PM
Posted by:
stephanie
OMGGGGG!
i hate school la.
walao.
i'm just like a ghost down there.
or..........
MAYBE MY TIME IS UP, I HAVE TO GO,
HURRAYY!
FINALLY I CAN LEAVE THIS WORLD xD
i hate living, whats the point man?
it's like so wth.
anyway,
i'm starting to LOVE badminton(:
ohh, I LOST MY RACKET, I LEFT IT ON BUS 16 ):
DAMN IT,
I WAN IT BACK.
so unlucky la.
phone got confiscated because i was late for school.
my mum call the school.
lol.
feel like dying.
no one would understand, even though they keep saying they understand,
i understand myself more than others do.
don't control me on doing what i want to do.
coz i know i don't live long.sooner or later, i'm going to die.nobody can live forever.ihateit. Huggies and kisses, Everytime i woke up, i wish that everybody will love me back again, but i know nobody would;
Yours truly, 8:33 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
2:24 PM Y
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Date posted:
Wednesday, July 16, 2008;
Time started:
2:24 PM
Posted by:
stephanie
I HATE SCHOOL, I dun EVER wan to go school. i hate today.it's damn boring ):i hate life. AHHHH! ---------------------------------it's the end of the life,jump down and die. i hate my life.Huggies and Kisses,IHY; ILY
Yours truly, 2:24 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
7:39 PM Y
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Date posted:
Tuesday, July 15, 2008;
Time started:
7:39 PM
Posted by:
stephanie
Updating Blog again(: today was like damn fun la(:we went dairy farm,MY GOD! so fun(:i want to go there again,
the scenery was NICE.
& we have so much fun there,anyway, lets talk about today.Lessons; PEPE was damn fun,i laugh non-stop, then cough non-stop.& i almost vomit.i hate that feeling of vomitting.ewww.now, my head is like spinning.Contact time;fun.PC;Love talking to JING(:Recess;NOT ENOUGH TIME TO EAT ):English;Teacher found out that i change place, but lucky shamini said sth.anyway, thanks shamini(:----------------------------------------lets say about the trip to Diary Farm(:it WAS DAMN FUN! Shamini, Jing, Zhuoling & me,lie down on the grass and look at the sky, it's damn bright but nice.i like the atmonsphere. i like nature, i love trees. i wish i can be the birds, flying everywhere. i wan to go to a happier place, all the people there must be happy&smiling everyday, there will not be any tears, only sound of laughter.anyway, after that we took a lot pictures, i think i'll post them on my blog after editing.went back to school about 5.45pm.then stay until 6.30pm then went home. end of post. BYE! will be posting pictures tomorrow(: Huggies and Kisses,Life is short, starting living now.
Yours truly, 7:39 PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
6:40 PM Y
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Date posted:
Wednesday, July 9, 2008;
Time started:
6:40 PM
Posted by:
stephanie
SICK SICK SICK!Argg, today never go school because i cough non-stop.
& i woke up at 6.30am.
might as well don't go right?
cause if i late, i still have to do dc.
and i so not going to do it.
cause i have badminton training.
must go for attendance, or esle i get a fair conduct again.
wth.
i'm like half dead now.
argg. i hate it.
anyway, i think i'm going to school tomorrow.
provided that i'm ok already, or esle tomorrow have to go doctor,
eww, sickening man.
i hate doctor.
why is internet working so damn slow?!
anyway, i'm so tired la.
Yours truly, 6:40 PM
