Date posted: Sunday, August 19, 2007;
Time started: 2:41 PM
Posted by: stephanie

EWWWW!
Dun be sad natalie.
& you said nobody cares about you,
I DO CARE!
i care about you(:
& ilovesyou <333
theres alot of friends who care about you okays.
like, me, ally, anne, siting, zhuoling, kaywerlyn, siru, shermin and lots lots more.
okays?
CHEER UP YO! :DDDDD
and sometimes u cannot have what u want,
like me.
i would like everything to be back to normal,
but can i ?
i noe it is very impossible for everything to be back to normal.
but i'm looking forward.
& natalie,
you still have lots of friends.
nobody hates you.
but i some people hates me,
but i wun hate them back.
whats the point of hating them back,
when i cannot gain anything.
but HATED.
& who want you to die earlier?
if u die, i will cry like hell.
somemore, u dun have enemies so nobody would be so cruel want you to die earlier okays.
in fact people wants me to die earlier, coz they hate me.
but what can i do ?
kill them, murder them, or what?
CHEER UP OKAYS?
nobody would want you to be dead.
and i also noe that,
True friends wont scold each other
They won't accuse each other
They will not leave you alone
They will remain as best friends no matter what you do.
coz i do not have true friends,
they all left me without telling me why.
i want them back, can i ?
i noe i can't so i never asked them for our friendship back.
and u r not unlucky.
coz everyone makes mistake,
& i can also sae that i made lots of mistakes,
until all my 8 months friends hates me.
but time cannot rewind,
the mistakes were already made.
they hate me now,
and its a fact, you cannot change the fact that people hate me.
everybody made mistakes, so do i.
okays?
dun be sad, CHEER UP(:
at least you dun made mistakes until your friends left you,
but i do.
but i really wondered what mistakes have i really made until they left,
they left without telling why.
and crying is normal,
everybody cry,
i cry everyday, but i find it very normal.
coz its already my hobby.
yar, its a fact toos, i cannot change it.
people hate me, means people really hate me,
you cannot change it, can you?
gone means gone, can you let it come to your side again?
can you?
its really a FACT.
its can't be change anymore, no matter what you do.
okays?
think about what i sae.
u can't be sad 4ever, your friends hate to see you sad,
they want you to smile, they want you to be happy like usual you are.
dun be like me, i dun have best friends now,
okays?
look forward, dun stop halfway.
be happy, dun think too much, it will affect your feelings.
you noe, i'm missing the times i have with them, i wan to tell them many things,
but do u think i can?
i can't as they hate me alot now.
time won't rewind.
I WANT THEM BACK! ;(
CHEER UP!
ilovesyou(:
Huggies and Kisses,
will they come back? i'm waiting.

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