Date posted: Friday, February 15, 2008;
Time started: 6:55 PM
Posted by: stephanie

Tomorrow is Xinyi's Birthday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
hope that you will be happy always and don't cry[;
Heyhey.
things just doesn't go well everyday.
there's so much problems that are wondering in my mind.
i always pretend i'm happy in school, when actually i'm not.
it's really hard to smile and be happy when you are sad.
it's really difficult.
but i dun wan my friends to be worrying for me.
so, i will pretend that everyday is happy.
but sometimes, i really very sad, i can't pretend anymore.
why must life be so difficult for me?
i asked God, why can't everyone be the same?
Why must everyone's life be so different,
some is rich and some is poor.
& those people who are rich, they dun even appreciate it,
they still think that their life sucks.
wth la.
i dun ask for anything, but only wished for life to be easier, happier, better.
i only wish for that,
is that wrong, God?
Can i ask you, is that very wrong?
not all the problems can be solved.
Some remains in your heart till the day you die,
some in you mind, and others problems,
you are thinking how to solve it.
Life sucks like hell can?!
i'm really sick and tired that everyday life remains the same.
All sorts of quarrelling, it doesn't seem to stop.
i really dun noe why,
God, can you tell me why life is that?
i really hate it.
i noe i'm very weak, i cry easily.
i cannot stand for myself,
whenever problems come, i'll just fall and never get up again.
thats me.
well,
lets talk about today,
i'm almost late for school,
i reached school at 7.24am,
one more minute, i late already.
after school, stayed back until 5.10p.m to finish my art.
thanks Jannah for helping me, thanks alot
my mood was really bad when doing art,
for some reason i was pissed at myself.
i'm so useless la.
whatever la, i hate myself like whatever shyt.
i'm sad:(
Huggies and Kisses,
i watched you die, i heard your cry, every night in my sleep.

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